trusting is never believing.
Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 4:58 AM
"Just because you trust someone, that doesn't mean,
you believe them."
"and just because i said i love you, that doesn't mean i
really do."
"you took my trust away and you aren't having it
back."
flying solo
Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 10:51 PM
i dunno if some of you have heard this earth-shattering news,
but i know hanis had. Jamilul and i had finally broke up!
Not quite sad actually.
Frankly, we started the topic of breaking up like i think
on 6 January. I knew for a start that this realtionship won't last anw.
The 'promises' he made to me are now just histories.
Shall not touch on that topic.
i posted this thing like EVERYWHERE!
i think being back to single is pretty much something to
celebrate, to everyone, please join me for a toast
of freedom. YAM... SENG!
:D
lols. dah giler dah me :s.
well, dun get it wrong i'm not being 'heartless'
for not being sad about a break up.
But, it's like, i didn't feel anything (except free :D ) when we broke up!
So yeah... case closed!
You just don't understand, do you?
Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 3:13 AM
Shuqun Rocks!
there's no more doubt about it anymore:)
& i specially mua school councillors, CALLY, MICHELLE, ZIN
and oh, mr. cool, JORTEM.
You guys are like the bestest people to be around with :)
-______________-
oh, okay. gonna flashforward, alright?
I'm breaking up already.
Just don't know what to say.
Jamilul like, what i think, SUDDENLY became so weird and sensitive,
but we still have not break up yet. Have not decided whether to,
i mean. First he say no, then he say he didn't say no. Then he say,
the ans actually is no. The he say he wanna go with my ans.
I said i dunno then he stopped the conversation thoroughly.
But before he said:
"TELL AIDIL HE GOT WHAT HE WANTS, SIGN OFF."
then, i ask aidil what's all these is about. & he said:
"i don't knw what jam is talking about. I dunno what i wanted."
like, WTH?! i'm so clueless about this :s
anw, no one in school knws who i really was. No, who i really am.
They just think that i'm so simple.
Well, my life is so damn complicated right now...
But, anw, today was last day of orientation.
Did a stupid concert. Was rather paisey when i dunno what was happening exactly !
hello life, goodbye boy.
Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 2:39 AM
Sorry, blogger is cut off. So can't post pictures.
Shuqun was okay.
Made new friends easily!
was damn happy. Well, SORT OF happy.
So anw, muffarahah was a great friend to be with ;)
Shuqun might be filled with Mats and Minahs,
But there definitely aren't nay gangsters and bullies
as far as i knaw, everyone was friendly.
well, sort of everyone.
First period, sat with this super shy girl, Shahidah.
She was terribly shy, she could hardly speak ;)
I didn't talk to her at all.
-I'm afraid she might have a nervous breakdown and faint! ;D
anw, was surprised when Amirah told me that she got in to
Clementi Town Secondary.
Didn't expect that.
5 reasons why 2010 might just be a great year afterall:
Friends are around me.
Mum allow me to go wherever i want starting from this year.
i can used laptop as long as i want to.
Form teachers were great people
Single might be on my way ;D
But, 3 reasons why this isn't ganna be that good afterall:
DM so strict!
Shuqun canteen so .... EEWW....
When i say it's over, it might be true. Afterall, the both us can't commit!
It's time to take a turn in life.
Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 5:32 PM
I made a stupid bet with my cousin, which i won't regret yet.
If LIVERPOOL can't make it to top 4 this season
and one of their best players have to leave,
I WILL START SUPPORTING ARSENAL.
I guess, it's stupid, but at least worth it.
So anw, school starting soon...
Hope things won't go wrong ;)
alvin and the chipmunks2 and Sherlock Holmes down.
more good movies to go.
;D
taking a turn in life;
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 6:30 PM
hello, new school ;)i got accepted in SHUQUN,
surprisingly.
Which was okay...
anw, syahid, if u happen to pass by here, just
too bad that i got accepted in such a school.
blame the MOE (haha;D)
so anw, i hope shuqun would be okay.
Afterall, the fisrt few days of NEW school
suck.
Specially for Amirah;
Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 2:45 AM
Yo, amirah (hakim)
This is specially for you ;)
he sings, you know.
This is my cousin that u pernah got me in
trouble with.
Yup. That is Safiudin.
so, stop wondering now.
Actually, even if you don't care anymore,
I'm just posting this to let you know....
That this is the guy you almost meet and fellin love with.
so, yeah.
Well, good news (for me)! my dad gave me a new viao.
andand;
I got my hp back anyway.
So, sayonara :)
hello, new school ;)
he sings, you know.
This is my cousin that u pernah got me in